Sunday, December 15, 2013

Hi guys. "Guys" are but empty vessels here. Probably no one reads my blog anymore. Neither do I actually. Decided to type in garryredchaos on the address bar, which led me back to my dear little blog. My once, so actively updated blog. Clicked on a few links from my blog, and realized, so many have quit blogging. Seems like the blogging trend is over, blogging is now like a diary, writing for your future self. We're all growing up. Leading different paths now. Some of us are still lost. Others not so. For me, I have my checkpoint in mind. But right now, its like walking along a straight path towards my checkpoint in my sight. In between there are surprises waiting for me though. How exactly is my life? Well, don"t ask, I'll slightly tell. Signing on hasn't really been so bad actually. Largely because of the people I encounter in my squadron. Much of them had influenced me positively to achieve what I want. Except for those few lower aptitude ones. Its not longer like that past, during my schooling days where I can afford to procrastinate and waste my life away waiting for miracles to happen. I have to work towards the future I want and I'm working towards it. What am I working towards? Well firstly my degree (duh). After my degree I'm probably gonna continue in the engineering sector. Im not much of a fan of the aviation sector after experiencing it. There is this fear when you are certifying the air-worthiness of an aircraft. Like what people always say, when you car breaks down you can stop it at the road shoulder, but when an aircraft breaks down in flight, there is no stopping. My current directing myself into the research sector, but who knows, I still have 3 years left before I study, things might change later, after 5 years. Life is always uncertain. Next? These are even wilder dreams to be achieved. But I'll still keep them in my list. I'll probably go into the "passive income" stuffs when I'm "richer" eventually. You need the capital to invest anyway. Bonds, stocks, properties. Who knows? I might even be a shareholder of a company. Or even owning my own company. Don't laugh. Its possible, because I choose to be a dreamer of the day. Dreamers of the day are dangerous men for they may act their dream with open eyes to make it possible. Don't deny your chance and opportunity. But whatever, hey its like 340am in the morning and im typing all these so i can laugh at myself in the future. I guess thats it guys( practically its me only). An update after 10 months. Better than none eh? XOXO

Sunday, February 03, 2013






看不见爱情消失的痕迹听不见心碎瞬间的声音
找不到一个同情字句来伪装这场大雨
被淋湿的过去得不到安息

抽一根没有温度的别离写一首自以为的悲情
等一个预设的结局好让我输到最彻底
我们之间丢下了一个断句无法再继续

我的心被你悬在到不了的天际
想念弥漫着空气快不能呼吸
一个人背着幸福练习拥抱却没有力气
你穿过我的身体回头却来不及

我的心被雨困在挥不去的记忆
眼泪蒸发了思绪不让我看清
两个人变成一种或许等待也显得多余
这份爱早就已经麻痹再痛也没关系

抽一根没有温度的别离写一首自以为的悲情
等一个预设的结局好让我输到最彻底
我们之间丢下了一个断句无法再继续

我的心被你悬在到不了的天际
想念弥漫着空气快不能呼吸
一个人背着幸福练习拥抱却没有力气
你穿过我的身体回头却来不及

我的心被雨困在挥不去的记忆
眼泪蒸发了思绪不让我看清
两个人变成一种或许等待也显得多余
这份爱早就已经麻痹再痛也没关系

我的心被你悬在到不了的天际
想念弥漫着空气快不能呼吸
一个人背着幸福练习拥抱却没有力气
你穿过我的身体回头却来不及

我的心被雨困在挥不去的记忆
眼泪蒸发了思绪不让我看清
两个人变成一种或许等待也显得多余
这份爱早就已经麻痹再痛也没关系



As humans, as individuals, we all have our talents. 

Stacy may be a "natural" contortionist without any proper training.


John may be a really good singer, etc.


These are talents oneself should showoff about whenever they get the chance, though not excessively. But there are certain things, one should not boast about, no matter how good they are at it. Because, number one, they are not socially acceptable. 


Lets talk about drinking. Not water. Drinking of alcohol.
Before I continue, let me state that I do not consider myself a very good drinker. 

Each individual has their own limit on how much alcohol they can take. Some take merely a glass to go gaga. While others, drunk just isn't in their dictionary.
Since the age of time of beer's existences, its has been the most popular alcoholic beverage. Often associated with celebration events, they're also called social lubricants.


Okay enough of textbook knowledge.
Let me ask you one question : What recognition do you earn by showing people you have an exceptionally large capacity for alcohol?

To me its nothing. Because it just meant that, you can drink a lot, period.

On a typical night in the club, you and your bunch of friends would drink and play games.
Some would force you to drink. Some would drink willingly.

In the end, everybody ended up puking because of excessive drinking.

What is the point if I may ask?
Until now, I have not discover the exact reason to that.
It seems as though drinking excessively and puking in the end is acceptable, and part of the whole lineup.

Or

On a typical on fine day, suddenly 2 people challenge each other to a duel.
An alcoholic duel.

The winner gets recognition, respect, whatever hoogalala.

Really.
REALLY?!


Humans....

Sunday, September 09, 2012

Confess. Confessions. What the heck have I done. 


Before I continue, I must caution that the following post is nothing but douchebaggery.

Skip the details, get to the main point.